Why this happens with me???

I don’t know why, it’s too much painful to me. Too much trouble. I want to normal and healthy life. No any longer disease. But actually suddenly happened with me. Getting too much painful for me.

Actually I m suffering from Tonsils pain. I just remove my both tonsils,getting too much pain. I cant eat any solid just taking liquid base. Actually also I can’t to talk. Just locked me one room and taking more rest.

Now I can feel the value of speaking and also now feel the people’s which are speechless by genuinely. More peaceful days for me. Just i think,more nd more. Every one near me,but I can’t tell my pain,my trouble,my sadness. When we speak someone’s loudly that time no value of our speech. But when we stop talking,we will get the value. We can express our feelings. Just we write,tell them what you want.

My babies are just look at me,loudly speak with me. They felt i cant listen them. But actually I listen everything but can’t speak. It’s very difficult to just quiet for days nd days.

Also I give more time to write and thinking to much about the life. Time will be pass away giving me too much lessons.

More difficult to me….